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#LoveMeLike is a beautiful and affirming hashtag started by @Blackamazon with over 6,000 tweets published where Black women spoke honestly about the type of love we need and deserve. This wasn’t just about romantic love in a heteronormative frame (especially for me as an ace) as some would expect but about love as affirmation of humanity, as power and as justice, which would include that aforementioned frame and much more. The Huffington Post's Black Voices featured the hashtag and included my first tweet above in the article Hashtag #LoveMeLike Takes Twitter By Storm As Black Women Share Empowering MessagesTo see all of the tweets sent from everyone, not just my own on my own blog, click the hashtag link above.

The hashtag surfaced after a few Black men asked what do Black men love about Black women and unfortunately many (not all) of the replies only mentioned Black women as objects of labor or loyalty, not as humans worth loving outside of service. @Blackamazon asked:

Black women, how do we want to be loved? How do we need to be loved? Because we can love Black women. But do we love Black women enough to honor their requests, their self determination? It’s easy to love something when you feel it can’t make demands back but LOVE, loving someone to be the best they want to be? 

One complaint that I saw surface was that the conversation was too “political.” I mentioned this:

Personal is political. If you think love—especially for Black women—doesn’t involve the political, you’ve gotta re-examine the last four centuries. When Black men name reasons they don’t love Black women, most are shaped by patriarchy and the White Gaze. And those two things are political. How love is expressed is more than sexual romantic and matters for Black women more than just dating. Thus, to claim Black women are “forcing” feminism into love? No. If lack of love we receive is shaped by oppression, we need anti-oppression terms. Anti-oppression is inherently personal. There is no way to remove my need for humanity and freedom from discussions on love.

Of course self-love is critical, but self-love alone is not justice. Again, love is more than romantic, sexual, or heteronormative. Love isn’t about “earning” humanity through “respectability,” through others’ perception of Black women having "enough" self esteem to be deemed lovable or having our humanity on trial to just to gain basic respect. Black women knowing how we want to be loved matters. 

I found this tag to be very moving and affirming and I’m glad to have been a part of it. It’s a womanist act to see ourselves worthy of love and to be able to name what that love looks like, especially since Black women being denied our humanity, let alone love, is standard in this oppressive society.

Love me like you have the willingness to affirm what I’ve stated here for myself and for other Black women who relate without the need to derail this post or harm me. 

"Without justice there can be no love." - bell hooks

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This is a weekend retreat to practice and celebrate the technology of black feminist breathing. We will use breathing, mantras and poetry rooted in short wise sayings from black feminist teachers and writers as a resource for mindfulness, sustainability and connection to…

Check our latest #OnHerHustle interview with @alexispauline — a #queer black troublemaker, #blackfeminist love evangelist, #doula & #scholar. Read her full interview on our tumblr to learn more about how she #hustlehard for her community through #poetry, scholarship, black feminism & so much more. ColoredGirlsHustle.tumblr.com #ColoredGirlsHustle #woc #qwoc #qpoc

“On Her Hustle” is a series of interviews with women of color artists, entrepreneurs, healers and activists who hustle hard for our communities. Colored Girls Hustle uses this series to amplify the work, talent, and passions of other women and girls of color. Click here to read more about our series and to nominate someone to be interviewed.

This month we’re featuring Alexis Pauline Gumbs, a queer black troublemaker, a black feminist love evangelist, doula and scholar. Read her full interview below to learn more about how she’s hustling hard for her community through poetry, scholarship and black feminism.

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Colored Girls Hustle: You call yourself a “queer black troublemaker.” We love that! Tell us: what trouble do you create?

Dr. Gumbs: The first time I heard Beverly Guy-Sheftall speak she said “I am a Black Feminist, that means that I am constantly disrupting the systems of racism, sexism, and homophobia.” That resonated deeply with me.  I see my presence in the world and my inspired and collective actions as disruptive to all enslaving and genocidal systems.

On an everyday level I have noticed that the most troublesome aspect of my life (when it comes to other people) is my practice of doing the work that I am here to do in ways that critique dominant approaches to work, life, family, intellectual practice, creative production, and community building.  It troubles the way other people look at the limits they have imposed or accepted in their own lives.   My intention is that this is a trouble that can be liberating for all of us.

Colored Girls Hustle: What are three verbs that you would use to describe yourself?

Dr. Gumbs: This morning?:  Shimmy, Shake, Shine.

Colored Girls Hustle: What does the word hustle mean to you and how does it apply to your life?
Dr. Gumbs: To me hustle means GET IT DONE.  It acknowledges that there are not always systems designed to support an inspired purpose of the actions involved in that purpose, but there is ALWAYS a way to make it happen.  Hustle is about making it happen anyway by every means necessary.  For many of us who hustle, creating new ways of doing, being and understanding how life gets done is part of our purpose on the planet.

Colored Girls Hustle: How might Toni define hustle? 

Dr. Gumbs: “The best way to do it is to do it.”-Toni Cade Bambara

Colored Girls Hustle: What might Audre say about hustle? 

Dr. Gumbs: “Poetry is not a luxury.” –Audre Lorde

Colored Girls Hustle: How might the Combahee River Collective talk about hustle?

Dr. Gumbs: “Our politics evolves from a healthy love for ourselves,” and “We are ready for the lifetime of struggle and work ahead of us.”

Colored Girls Hustle: While we’re on the subject of definitions… please give us the Dr. Gumbs dictionary for the following:

LOVE

lifeforce, everything that requires and supports growth.

BLACK FEMINISM

the creative power of love in practice, centered on and radiating from the love of black women and black femininity

POETRY

(not a luxury!) a practice for being present in the complexity of love

COMMUNITY  ACCOUNTABLE  SCHOLAR

an intellectual who does passionate purposeful thinking, communicating and creating in collaboration with and in the service of the genius of oppressed communities

SURVIVAL

the abundant, grateful and accountable responsibility of being alive in the presence of our ancestors and all those no longer living

Colored Girls Hustle: To those that say poetry is a luxury — what do you say?

Dr. Gumbs: Audre Lorde says (in the essay “Poetry is Not a Luxury”) that “poetry is the skeleton architecture of our lives.”   On a syllabus for a poetry class that Lucille Clifton once taught at Duke University she quotes Mary Oliver saying that poetry enhances the possibility that we MIGHT say the right thing to the right person at the right time.

Poetry, whether written down or repeating in our minds and hearts, is how we imagine, create and transform life.   Our lives are unimaginable to us without it.  Our relationships are unimaginable without it.  The radically different future we deserve that honors everyone we love is unimaginable without poetry (the practice of being present to the complexity of love/lifeforce/all).

If you love someone, if you are breathing right now, if there is sensation somewhere in your skin, there is a poem in your perception of that phenomenon.  Poetry is everywhere.  Poets are just the people who intentionally practice making it visible to themselves and others.

Colored Girls Hustle: If you could produce an ancestral, intergenerational convening of Black Feminists to do a public performance on freedom, who would you choose and why? What might they create together? #BlackFeministImagination

Dr. Gumbs: I think of my everyday life and every event and experience I create as exactly this.  I love that.  This is an ancestral, intergenerational, convening of Black Feminists, publically performing freedom.  Yes!

So everyone is invited.   All the ancestors named and unnamed: my great great grandmother Rebecca, my grandmother Lydia, my grandfather Jeremiah, Audre Lorde, June Jordan, Toni Cade Bambara, Marsha P. Johnson, Ida B. Wells, Ella Baker, Fannie Lou Hamer, Harriet Tubman, Sojourner Truth, Melvin Dixon, Essex Hemphill, Joseph Beam, Rudolph Byrd Sakia Gunn, Nayo Watkins, Vera Martin, Cheryll Greene.

All my elders who think they are ready and who think they are not ready:  Alexis DeVeaux, Barbara Smith, Cheryl Clarke, Kim Pearson, Doris Davenport, Gloria Joseph Jacqui Alexander, Beverly Guy-Sheftall, Mary Anne Adams, Akasha Hull, Kai Barrow, Lea Salas and my parents to name a very few.

And the bridge generation of chosen older siblings:  Aishah Simmons, Cara Page, Nikky Finney, Lisa Moore, Martina Downey and more.

And all of our peers:  You, me, Jessica, Jessica and the other Jessica, Julia, Moya, Reina, Renina, Ebony, Kelly, Khahlia, Fallon, Mai’a, Danielle, Almah, Eric, Darnell, Maria and everybody. 

And here is what we will do:

We will hold hands and help each other stand from wherever we are sitting or have fallen.  We will gently press our foreheads into each other’s foreheads one at a time for as long as it takes.  We will be saying the words from the Combahee River Collective Statement.  “Inherently valuable.” Until we get it.  Until we all the way get it through our thick and brilliant skulls.  

Colored Girls Hustle: You cultivate and nurture intergenerational community and conversations. How do you do that with the Mobile Homecoming Project? Why are intergenerational communities important to you?

Dr. Gumbs: Basically we do variations on the performance I imagined above.  We dance, drum, listen and make poems.  We create media and distill mantras from the wisdom of our community.  We share video clips, mantras and images at intergenerational events.  We create events like Queer Black August where everyone can love up on each other and share their own stories.

I believe that intergenerational relationships and community are how we know who we are in context and across time.  It allows us to learn from each other’s hardest moments and to lift each other up when we can’t see our power.  It is what gives us the breadth of perspective to understand this shared moment in time and what our role is in it.

Colored Girls Hustle: In February you co-created the Mobile Homecoming’s Institute on Erotic Power at Creating Change 2014. Tell us more about the institute: what was it about, how was it received, what did yall do?

Dr. Gumbs: I am going to quote myself and you can read more about it here: http://thefeministwire.com/2014/02/love-poem-legacies-activating-collective-erotic-power-in-the-name-of-the-lorde/

In celebration of Audre Lorde, the Mobile Homecoming Project (an experiential archive amplifying generations of Black LGBTQ Brilliance) facilitated a daylong institute on Erotic Power called “The Fullness” at Creating Change, the largest annual gathering of LGBTQ people in the United States as part of their sex justice track.  More than 100 people attended the daylong institute, which included powerful story-sharing, movement, sound-making, poetry-writing, and a powerful ritual of release.  24 organizations that work year-round to connect oppressed communities to their fullness supported the institute with their resources and their attendance.  LGBTQ-identified people of many genders, ages, ethnic backgrounds and experiences worked through the day to create a transformative space even though some of the practices (jubilant sound circles, west African drumming, screams of joy and the appropriation of decorative trees out of the lobby) were queer to the conference itself and certainly to the major corporate hotel chain where the conference was located.   I left with a powerful sense of what it feels like to be fully embodied and to be holistically turned on in my relationship to my sexuality, my liberation, my community, my creative practice, my relationship and my growth.

Colored Girls Hustle: You’re been on a Black Feminist Breathing Tour. Tell us more about where you’ve been, where you’re headed and what you’re up to on this tour.

Dr. Gumbs: The Black Feminist Breathing tour is a breakthrough for me.  Many people go on tour to promote products, books, albums etc, but for me the anti-capitalist self-loving breakthrough was to go on tour just sharing the spiritual practice of my breathing, sometimes with some words to go with it!   The lectures and workshops on the tour are grounded in black feminist mantras that I repeat as part of my daily spiritual practice.  (i.e. Audre Lorde’s “I am who I am doing what I came to do.”  It has been beautiful to repeat those truths and elaborate on what it means to embody them with people all over the US and Canada as this winter turned to Spring.

Colored Girls Hustle: Why did you choose to become a doula and why are you choosing to share that journey with your mother?

Dr. Gumbs: When my mother (the incredible Pauline McKenzie-Day) gave birth to me she was pressured to have an unnecessary c-section.   This was my mother’s first experience giving birth and it was also an imposed intervention and a disrespectful action that prioritized the convenience of the doctors over the power of my mother to bring life through on the terms that her body was ready to do it.  It inspired her to take action and she educated herself about birth justice and birth rights and in her subsequent labors she had a strategy that included labor coaches and mostly laboring at home so that medical providers could not intervene inappropriately with her tendency to have long healthy labors.  My mother’s fight to advocate for herself (keep in mind that she gave birth in New Jersey, a state that has actually charged mothers with child abuse and neglect and taken away their kids when they refuse to have medically unnecessary c-sections) also inspired for her to advocate for other people giving birth.   I was proud to gift her with tuition for a full-circle doula training course on mother’s day several years ago.

It wasn’t until years later that I realized that in addition to the ways that my mother turned the negative experience of being pressured to have an unnecessary c-section into an opportunity to empower herself and other people, there was also an opportunity for us to heal together from that experience (aka the very first time that capitalism/sexism etc.tried to disconnect us from each other AND FAILED).

In February we assisted our first birth together and what made it even more powerful, healing and sacred was the fact that my stepsister Kyla was the first new parent we got to support.   We were able to be a part of the miraculous birth of my first nephew and my mom’s first grandchild and we were able to witness the power of Kyla’s transformation into a mother which was SUCH an honor and a blessing.

Colored Girls Hustle: You’re always up to something… how do you keep up with yourself?! How do you manage your self-expression, stay in the integrity of your passions and exercise self-care in the process?

Dr. Gumbs: Yes!  Always up to something!  The way that I am able to stay grounded in my integrity and care for myself is by having daily and weekly practices that are non-negotiable.  Everyday I write a poem.  Everyday I dance with myself.  Every week I dance with my community three times.  And there are more!  I think that daily practices are important.

These are the ways I check in with my body and my spirit and ensure that no matter how busy or on the move I may be during a particular season I am still doing me and being me! 


Colored Girls Hustle: Who or what is the source of your wellspring? From where do you draw your inspiration, your drive, your creativity?

Dr. Gumbs: I believe that the universe is a creative black feminine source of power creating us all by loving herself.   That is the wellspring of my creativity and I am able to connect to that wellspring through quiet moments alone, all forms of art (especially music, art and poetry created by women of color) and through the challenging legacy of everyone who has activated a deep dark feminine creative practice during their journey on the planet.  I am able to access this most immediately and consistently through the miracle-making of women of color and queer people of color, but I also believe that there is something dark, creative, transformative and feminine in everyone. It energizes and humbles me to see people activate those aspects of their/our destiny. 

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Alexis Pauline Gumbs is a queer black troublemaker, a black feminist love evangelist and a time traveller and space cadet.  She has a PhD in English, Africana Studies and Women’s Studies from Duke University and she is the co-editor of the forthcoming collection This Bridge Called My Baby: Legacies of Radical Mothering.   Alexis is the founder of the community-based educational initiative Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind, co-founder of the Mobile Homecoming project (an experiential archive amplifying generations of black LGBTQ brilliance) and directs Brilliance Remastered a service to support community accountable intellectual practice. Alexis just finished a multi-city Black Feminist Breathing tour activating embodied knowledge, repetition, meditation, poetry, movement and ecstasy  and will be hosting a Black Feminist Breathing Retreat in Magnolia Mississippi July 4-6th, 2014.

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Family come join us for the 1st Inaugural event of BeatBox Botanicals, Harriet’s Apothecary, a village of Black Women, Queer and trans healers coming together to nurture and cultivate your body’s intuitive wisdom. Come receive sliding scale, body affirming, love-drenched potions, prescriptions, and customized services to restore and expand your body’s abilities to heal and to love.

12pm-7pm

Black Women’s Blueprint

279 Empire Boulevard

Brooklyn, NY
RSVP email beatboxbotanicals@gmail.com

Check the Facebook event page for updates.

The intention of Harriet’s Apothecary is to continue the rich healing legacy of Harriet Tubman. We intend to expand access to health and healing resources that support POC Women, Queer and Trans folks in their healing journeys and connect individuals and communities to accessible self and community based resources that are rooted in the wisdom of our bodies, our ancestors and our plant families.

This is an intentional space for self-identified POC/Indigenous/Mixed race Women, Queer and Trans folk and the allies that love them.


HEALERS INCLUDE::
Adaku Utah 
Beatrice Anderson
Jasmine Burems 
Naima Penniman 
Taja Lindley 
Sherley Accime 
Dimitrea Tokumbo 
Che Rene Long 
Sokhna Mabin
Tonya Abernathy
Khane Khutzwell
& MORE

HEALING OFFERINGS INCLUDE::
Herbalism 
Thai Yoga Massage 
Reiki 
Nutritional Counseling 
Somatics Healing 
Sacred Divination Face Painting 
Healing Haircutz
Mindfulness meditation 
Acupuncture
&MORE

If you’re in NYC this Sunday April 6th, this is where you need to be. Celebrate your life. Heal your wounds. Speak your truth. Love on yourself. Get your medicine. Make your medicine. Get drunk on (y)our love *cue Beyonce* Let your heart twerk.

We’ll have Colored Girls Hustle’s handmade waist beads available for sale in the community apothecary.

Visit the Facebook event page to learn more about the healers and offerings. And be sure to register!

Don’t forget to check out our On Her Hustle interview with @missturman! ColoredGirlsHustle.tumblr.com #onherhustle #hustlehard #ColoredGirlsHustle

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Nigerian Author Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie Wins Fiction Prize

Chimamanda Ngozi AdichieChimamanda Ngozi Adichie’s Americanah, a novel about race and identity by the acclaimed Nigerian author, has won the National Book Critics Circle prize for fiction.

Adichie, whose other works include “Half of a Yellow Sun,” was chosen over “The Goldfinch” author Donna Tartt and three other finalists.

Americanahis the  story of a Nigerian blogger who returns to her home country from the US to meet…

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Bumming Cigarettes is a short film about a brief and intimate meeting between a young Black lesbian woman who is in the process of taking an HIV test and a middle aged Black Gay HIV Positive man. Coming off of the devastation of a bad breakup with a girlfriend, Vee musters up the courage to go and take an HIV test to put her worst fears to rest. What she experiences during her trip to a local clinic is much more than she expects while sharing a cigarette with a stranger, Jimmy, during the 10 minutes that she awaits her test results.

Alia Hatch makes a strong debut in this short film, as a young Black lesbian woman looking to discover her status. This is a breakthrough performance for James Tolbert, a native Philadelphian and professional actor living with HIV for 21 years. Alia and James deliver a moving performance in this film that explores complex issues surrounding the HIV/AIDS epidemic including the loss of intimacy and stigma that persons living with HIV/AIDS may encounter, while also encouraging awareness around HIV/AIDS testing and the way we treat persons living with the disease.

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Throwback… to two weeks ago when we took the stage at #mommashiphopkitchen. Photo by Monifa S. Perry. #tbt #throwbackthursday #mhhk #ColoredGirlsHustleHardMixtape

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It’s Women’s History Month and an amazing reason to love MoCADA is our majority women staff! Founded by Laurie Cumbo, MoCADA prioritizes the development and empowerment of Black women.

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Happy Women’s Herstory month!

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